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3/31/2001 Satire is dead. With no sense of externally verrifiable reality on which to hang a critique, there's no way of knowing what is being criticized. Oscar Wilde is just another sodomite ;-( 3/29/2001
Well, it all just looks rosie. I'm back home tomorrow night. I'm not telling what I did, but I have some new verse, and a new attitude, and new shoes... er, not. But I did some writing, and the second half of my story is online... gee. I got $20 USD for the story, and I cashed the money order before it got published. Cool. 3/28/2001 3/27/2001 very cute definitions of a group of goths... rebecca 'I am not a goth' blood. To which I added: A crucifixion of Goths A dejection of Goths An affliction of Goths A Dirge of Goths A rejection of Goths A funeral of Goths A plague of Goths A resurrection of Goths 3/24/2001 Nice verse: [glass sealed and pretty] from the DarkGirlzUnite webring... Off to search my old Lyonese haunts. 3/23/2001 Snuck into Cybar in Lyon for a while with a friend who knows Javascript. And before we got booted, we had fixed up my stupid Archives page. Now it has nice pop ups and all. I'm learning when I travel. It is so greate to be back in Lyon. I would love to live here forever... except that I'm in love with the sea. SS -- FUCKING BLOGGER ERASED MY ARCHIVE CHANGES.... arrgh!@ ---Fixed it. I'm a god. I'm famous!!! I just found myself on the thraxil community web log. I don't know why. And it may disappear now, but this is cool beyond life itself. Click for a full screen shot. I'm on the road again... but just for a short while. Forgot to say bye before I left. Sitting in a cyber cafe in Aix. More later. [kiss] SS 3/20/2001 A nice thought: One voice of two breaths 3/19/2001 Why can't I get good information on what's going on in France in Enlish? All I get is: IHT: Europe. And it tells me what I could get from TV. BTW, my blog is broken. I only lets me update things when it feels like it. Something to do packet size and CGI which I do NOT understand. The crew is working on it though. 3/18/2001 Stop the insanity: Silken Shadows Vampire Community. Next thing will be VampireLifeStyleCondominiums. [giggle] 3/16/2001 I was forced to come up with a description for my site. I'm sort of pleased with it... rather like the site in itself, don't you think? Tempi duri per I Vampiri is metaVerse on the post human condition: wordCode that is crafted and grammogrified; rules not ignored, but known, beaten and broken by mindFragments ensconced in the heart. I've been waiting to see my short story in print, but it just hasn't happened yet. The story --> On the Waterfront Part One: Present Tense is part two of On the Waterfront Part One: Daughter of Llyr published last January in the Journal E2K (see link on the right). Part two was to be published in March, and I think it will happen soon. But until then, have a look at this preview. It is grammatical, but not formatted for publication yet. Please, please, feel free to comment... use the guest book ;-) Thanks. 3/14/2001 As soon as I got up, I got some intel from the Dark Poet's list owner telling me about why I got trash/flamed via email. Bit of everyone's fault, it seems. I tried to write a poem as an apology, and in response to last night's poem (below). But I failed. Miserably. However, I did end up with something... my first sonnet! ---Morning's Light--- When mindfulness and introspection Then nothing's left for you to dread 3/13/2001 Looking for a good time? Check out ShortGoth's rants and opinions on life. It's like having your own private buddah and cultural consultant all rolled into one angry ball. ;-) A wanker from one of the lists (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/dark_poets/) I'm on took unbridge at my mentioning that I had a topsites list, and decided to spew venom at me. I spewed back, but got quickly bored, as it didn't escalate into anything interesting. But you never know where to find motivation. This ABnormal@crockmail.com was just the ticket. I wrote this little ditty inspired by my boredom. Hope you like it. It sure makes me smile. From A to B and back again. You scream at night to unseen voices, Though deep inside you hate yourself, When words and voice and heart and power You made your choices, built your hell A brat corrupted stressed out being, What makes a shit walk, stand and talk, 3/12/2001 I finished part two of my short story, "On the Waterfront." It will be published very soon. I'll give you the facts as soon as I have them... I'm pumped. 3/11/2001 I'm hiding. I'm still. I'm crouching in the dark! I'm searching. I'm looking. I'm playing up the lark! My story is late. I don't know what to do. But I won't stop 'til it's done, and I send it off to you. 3/10/2001 I set up my own 'Top Sites' list. Please join? I love looking at people's sites, and it is the best way. It is at...Sarah's Teething Ring And note that I'm not allowed to vote for myself... just for you. It is SOOOOOOO pathetic when people start lists to put themselves at the top. I'd rather be at the top of your list, and you at the top of mine. Fun, no? What a joke. Mr. http://www.nerdsforhire.com/aestheticflesh has a top sites, but can't even keep his own site running. What is this world coming to? 3/9/2001
When asked what I wanted for my birthday, I asked the Evergreen Short Goth to buy a pint of guinness for a stranger. He did. Bought a pint for Keith. 3/8/2001 Birthday Greetings I and II and IIi from the Goddess herself, Damascus of Pazuzu!!!! How much more lucky could a body be? S.A.R.A.H.: Synthetic Artificial Repair and Assassination Humanoid S.M.I.L.E.S.: Synthetic Machine Intended for Logical Exploration and Sabotage What more do you want... 3/7/2001 I had a very unnerving experience tonight, I posted my poem fragment "My arms snap" to my favorite poetry list. And someone responded to me, saying that they "liked the first stanza". WHAT SECOND STANZA? I didn't write one. And I told her so. But... then I checked my outgoing mail box. It turns out I did write a second stanza, and I have no memory of writing it at all!!! Here it is: > I am not to be trifled with tonight. I wouldn't write this... it is not even grammatical for christ's sake. 3/6/2001 Read me at your peril. My arms snap and my sinues snap at the impact of your love. 3/5/2001 Watched the MOVIE Buffy the Vampire Slayer for the first time. I learned a few things about defending myself. Favorite line: I'm the chosen one, and I choose to be shopping. Did you notice that there was no difference whatsoever between the vampires and the high school kids? Buffy: vacuous valley girl with her cheerleading friends. When she becomes a slayer, they abandon her, and she learns some independence. Vampires: vacuous undead. All fashion victims. All mindless followers of a pre-existing style to an unknown end. What's the difference between the vampires and the humans? Nothing at all. I find this is what resurrects the movie. The two lovers, whoever they are, I remember the guy from 90201 commercials, as situated as individuals searching for meaning. Cool. Easy to see why I hate the TV show, and have no problem whatsoever with this movie. Loved it. SS 3/4/2001 3/3/2001 Managed Insanity I made this comment to an online friend... and it shocked me to hear it coming from my mouth. He showed me a wonderful poem that I couldn't help clearing away some of the first draft cobwebs... to which he responded to say something like he couldn't imagine revision of a poem, because of the special act of composition.... Sarah said, So do I. You've never seen any of my poems that haven't gone through 5 drafts. The problem is that we can't capture our hearts or souls as they come out. We just get the first breath. Then we have to look them over and over and over until we can pull out what we really mean to ourselves. I know what your heart says about not wanting to change a thing, but I challenge you respectfully. You DO want to change it, when you desire to share it. If you share it, you want people to understand what you mean inside. That means you have to change the words until the person reading it gets the same sense you gotfrom writing it, or as best possible. I do give your writing any more logic. I just released the soul of your words 3/1/2001 Robert Louis Stevenson... Another canuck born, died in France.... I met an ugly vampire while on a midnight痴 trek. |