44: scared passions

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 17th, 2007 filed in Uncategorized
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if fear was an aphrodisiac
you would cum
when our eyes meet.

What can you do for me
will be consummated with a kiss.
And is better be good,
or I will kill you.
Do not falter in your attention
or reveal the terror in your soul,
show me the desire in your heart.
The desire to please me,
your lady of pain.

It hurts to love me.
Hurts where it hurts;
deep, below the skin
where it cannot ever
really heal.

A sharp pin prick imprint tattoo
on the psyche-soul. My eyes,
heavy lidded, roughed ochre,
sanguine tears leeching life
a single sorrow at a time.

Pain. Pain is my friend. My love.
She binds you to me each day,
rousing you form sleep to remind you
with an aching midnight sigh;
a lone light burning in a vast
city-scape of dreams.

Suicide of broken dreams
have fallen behind, each free
moment consumed in ablutions
at my font. Waters steaming burning
icy on the skin unquenching.

I welcome your sad smile,
an echo of a pained expression
on your brow. And I smile faintly
at your gifts, nodding at the platinum
band, the diamond edge, and the
rustle of coutured fabric.


43: skull warping crush

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 17th, 2007 filed in poetry, Uncategorized
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My sad heart crawls toward ecstasy,
parched unknown flesh trapped in torso,
thighs, pale arms unkissed
by warming rays of light.

Long tapered fingers grasping air
in hope of contact. Dusk-caked
feet, broken nails, tired soles
one in front of the other,
calling for direction, in trackless
pine forests on limestone plateaus
washed with dry lightening thunder.

Lips cracked salt-stained from tears,
the only water to be felt, coursing down
sunken cheeks lost to spring rain smiles.

Mind and thought memories locked within
the skull-warping past into present futures
where no one thought can escape
from the maelstrom clamor of the collective
grief shielding the soul from the terror
turmoil of the crushing moment
when all was lost.


42: Suicide Wannabie

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 17th, 2007 filed in Uncategorized
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Failing to succeed: a road trip and 120 years in the gulag.
A little meat on the bones don’t grow on the soul so much.

Jump in the car. Watch some porn. Hit the slots.

Jesus wasn’t wrong.
It was just the wrong channel.
During the commercial
for the after-life
bar and grill.

Every vice, failure,
blood-soaked rag;
just moments unanticipated–
beautiful sunshine moments.


41: sk4nk3d

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 17th, 2007 filed in Uncategorized
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An unwelcomed invitation not refuseable, too young
for any invitation at all. Criminal intervention
crushing freeplay and laughter in adult conceits
and machinations, imposing where they have no
rights to be. The harsh light abusing the youthful
spark until the glow is subsumed into a mirror
that never smiles, only smiles back.


Britney tries to hang herself at rehab!

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 5th, 2007 filed in Uncategorized
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Zee News – Britney tries to hang herself at rehab!
Just before she tried to hang herself, the pal said, Britney wrote 666 on her shaved head, and ran around the clinic screaming “I am the Antichrist!”


Pittsburgh Post-Gazette – Home

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 3rd, 2007 filed in Uncategorized
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Pittsburgh Post-Gazette – Home
What began as a routine training exercise almost ended in an embarrassing diplomatic incident after a company of Swiss soldiers got lost at night and marched into neighboring Liechtenstein.

According to Swiss daily Blick, the 170 infantry soldiers wandered just over a mile across an unmarked border into the tiny principality early Thursday before realizing their mistake and turning back.

A spokesman for the Swiss army confirmed the story but said that there were unlikely to be any serious repercussions for the mistaken invasion.

“We’ve spoken to the authorities in Liechtenstein and it’s not a problem,” Daniel Reist told The Associated Press.

Officials in Liechtenstein also played down the incident.

Interior ministry spokesman Markus Amman said nobody in Liechtenstein had even noticed the soldiers, who were carrying assault rifles but no ammunition. “It’s not like they stormed over here with attack helicopters or something,” he said.

Liechtenstein, which has about 34,000 inhabitants and is slightly smaller than Washington DC, doesn’t have an army.

THanks to http://sarmonster.livejournal.com


Gak, but it hurts

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 3rd, 2007 filed in poetry, Uncategorized
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My eyes are burning and I have a headache,
and my back is acting brilliantly.
and the days, they are going, on and on,
slowly, ever so slowly thawing, in the heat.
Yes, I have a cold, or a fever, la grip.
Sure it is hawt as I like it, but I shiver.
Spring is here, where I am, the sun is summery,
and the evenings are no longer a time to hide,
but my body creaks and groans like a grandmother,
and my mind is numb and tired.


Some pictures from The Apple Tree

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 3rd, 2007 filed in Uncategorized
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My buddy laura’s the brunette on the left… If you want to see a painting I did of her, check out LauraSchutter.com
Girls from The Apple Tree

Girls from The Apple Tree


BACKSTAGE BAUBLE STORE

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 3rd, 2007 filed in Uncategorized
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Laura, my best backstage buddy in NYC, is just finishing up a run in The Apple Tree.

And now she has a store, online, selling her rings. They’re cute. And she just sold her first one!
BACKSTAGE BAUBLES AND SCHUTTER BLOG » BACKSTAGE BAUBLE STORE

Check out this video of HER friend wearing a backstage baubles ring on the Martha Stewart Show!

http://homepage.mac.com/lkschutter/iMovieTheater14.html 


Winter Sun II

Posted by sarahsmiles on March 3rd, 2007 filed in photos, Uncategorized, unusual things
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