I spent the evening with the lovely emmajane.net and my writing buddy spazz in a MOO. It was the first normal online night in weeks... I've got a story to tell... but not yet.
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I'm totally wierded out. I got some strange email, anonymous, yesterday. I don't know what to make from it. But I don't want to jinx anything. I'm a wreck. SarahSmiles
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Ok, I've been AWOL, and I still am. Editing is harder than writing. But if you have a moment, go to Short Goth and tease him for not adding SarahSmiles to his web of links.
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Deep blue says, "Hey Sarah....well I was inspired by your "vampire world" & decided to make a vampire design with a new twist away from the red....I am trying to uploaded...but geocities...is having problems...I will show u next time u log in!...thanx for the inspiration ;)." Check it out: bluev.jpg 354x266 pixels
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I didn't realize this was poetry, but I guess it is, since it made "Anrkey Grrrl" laugh... posted to the egroup NicestPartsOfHell@egroups.com

Date: Thu, 12 Oct 2000 22:58:43 -0400
From: Sarah Smiles
Subject: Lament

Right...

I written enough bad poetry to stuff a turkey.
I've read enough bilious fiction to choke an anorexic.
My skirts are ragged and threadbare.
And I don't look good in fall colors.

Summers over.
The tourists are gone.
And I'm fucking bored!

This is truly an Iggy Pop moment.

Sarah
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Chatting with Deep Blue tonight. Check out his site it is pretty beautiful. Got me feeling poetic again. I'm such a wimp. - SS
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Some of you know that I've been corresponding with Spazz, my only link to my previous life, though I've not seen him in 2 years. Well, he and I are writing partners, and we edit each others work. Everything that I have posted, has his mark on it. Well, now some pay back. Here's some poetry that HE wrote and I've been collaborating with him on it. If you look carefully, you probably can't see much difference between his and mine, we start in different places, but co-writing gets us to the same place.

Edge Smile
Chromium alloy hips mark
the breadth of my desire.
Iron oxide lips leave me
breathless and on fire.
Screaming cobalt tears burn
my soul upon your pyre.
Titanium oxide fears
edge my longing to expire.
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More on the 3 marys soon... but first... passion...

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This site mentions the Gypsie Saint Sarah in Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer.
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Just found out about 3 maries: Magdaline, Salome (mother of john and james) and Jacobe (christ's aunt) who came to Les Stes-Maries-de-la-Mer in the Camargue. This has been on old Gypsie hangout for hundreds of years, and Esme told me a story about a vampire named sara who met the 3 maries... coool. Eh? Still looking for info.

SS

PS: Yes, I'm up early. Got some special pills.
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I spent the night working on a poem... wanna hear? I thought so... first draft of course...

_I Vampiri_
"The Vampiric Metaphor, " said she,
transcendant and sublime, requires
an external referant, a story lost in time.
A thought that tingles on the tongue,
or image that tricks the eye with light."
"Just keep thinking in this vein," I purred,
"as my teeth sink in and I drink tonight."

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Deep Blue on ICQ says: "I mean...your diary can be sent by SMS on cell phones!"
That's just too wierd for me. cell phones are for calling for help when you run out of gas, aren't they?
Cell-journal?

I'm just tooooo old fashioined for that.

SS
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This must be my favourite page on the net: Why Goth Sucks. Nothing like denial and hatred from the Christian fascists mixed with wonderful snarky humour.

I'm not joking. I like it!!!

Sarah!
Hmmm... wonder if he blames me personally, as a Jew, for stringing up Christ?
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I can't believe it. Trudeau is dead! I was born in Canada and lived there until I was 4. Trudeau is the only Primeminister I ever remember hearing about in Canada, though I was too young to know anything about him. He sure was hansome.

I always get news late.

SS
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Now this is a cute girl: powerpuffgirl
http://www.geocities.com/NovymberRayne/.
Wish I looked like her.
I'm too skinny these days, on a liquid diet.

Look at the bio picture ;-)

YA, I'm getting my nerve up to put mine up.

SS (esme's been fucking with my comptuer again. I'm me, not her. I swear it.)
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Blech. I hate criticism. I showed Spazz my poems. He and I are going to collaborate on some stuff, he thinks I can put together a whole book!!! But his comments pissed me off. Mainly because he's right.
Kill all the critics, I say.
But he's still right.
Sniff...
Time for some Concrete Blond.

SS
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